I have discovered yet, another problem with me.  It seems like I always have something to worry/stress over, and if I don't have anything to worry/stress over, I'll find something.  It's rather irritating and it's starting to take its toll.  Everyday becomes something to dread now.  By the way, about 90% of the stress issues come from school.  It's nothing big either, its really small stuff usually.  Stuff like, who am I gonna sit with at lunch on a certain day.  I personally don't like sitting alone and I don't know much people who do so I it is arguably a plausible situation to worry over but I doubt most people worry about it, I'd find solace if I knew more that did.  I just wish I knew how to stop this.  I try going to places (I know this sounds dumb but it works a little) in my mind.  If you have ever seen the movie "Fight Club" you might have an idea of what I am talking about.  I don't plan on going to any therapy or special classes to stop it though because that is just a waste of money and most likely only a temporary fix.  Another issue that comes up with this is that while I want to become less anxious, I don't want to become to laid back.  I like being cautious and worrisome to an extent because it keeps me from doing stupid things and allows me to step back and look at a situation before I jump into it.  So how would I balance that out.  I can't think of a way.  It's a real shame.  I hate dreading the day,  I just need to trust in God more.

I know there are people out there who don't understand why people like Anime or why people watch it, but there isn't much to understand about it, you like it cause you like it.  I am currently watching three different Anime's.  Bleach, Death Note, and Blood +.  My favorite one so far has been Bleach, which is about death-gods and fighting hollows (people who died with regrets). I am currently on episode 150 and am waiting for more to come out.  It makes me wish I could use a sword or at least was Japanese. =P  Death Note is really cool too.  While it's an anime it is more realistic.  The main concept is obviously non-realistic in that you can't really kill people just by writing there name in a "Death Note"-book.  But besides that, it is pretty realistic and it has a lot of clever thinking in it, which I enjoy.  It's fun to see brilliant minds at work competing with others, it almost motivates  me to be even smarter.  Blood + is cool too.  It has a little bit of elements of both of the elements which is good too, more moderate.  And the characters are really good, you can't have a good show if you don't have characters you like.

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Since today was Monday, I woke up early again.  So I got up to an alarm that was going off in the other room, I had to get up to turn it off and then I was awake.  I didn't have to take a shower today because I took one yesterday, and I only take one every other day.  For breakfast, I had a bagel with cream cheese and two pieces of cinnamon toast.  After that my mom drove me to school so I went to Jaki's locker while listening to my favorite band emery, I listen to them all time.  I won't really go into details about school for they are boring and not worth going through, it was just a typical school day. . .tired, learned a little, went home. . . I will mention though that I didn't have lunch because I sat with my friends today and when I sit with that group of friends I can't have lunch unless I bring my own and I never do, so I had to skip it.  So I got home starved and went straight to the kitchen, I had a cheese quesadilla, raspberry lemonade (very good I must say) and some cheesy Chex Mix.  I love cheesy foods . . .  After that though I got back onto my addiciton . . WoW.  I played that for 2-3 hours and had tacos for dinner.  After all that I got in a Christmas mood and had my favorite holiday drink, eggnog.  Lot's of people I know do not like it but I don't see how you can not!  It's such a wonderful taste.  After that I procrastinated a little, then did my homework, and then went to play 'Golden Eye: Rogue Agent'.

Today, I woke up at around 10:30 to see it had snowed, nothing big but the first snow of the year =D.  I had a waffle that my dad made for breakfast then went straight to the computer where I played World of Warcraft.  I played that until about 1:30.  That's when I took a shower and departed to leave to pick up my friend Jaki.  When I got to the car I discovered it was covered with ice,  I tried clearing it off but after driving a little and almost crashing I realized I couldn't drive in the sleet so I headed back home.  So what I thought might be a more eventful day turned out to be as boring as the rest of the weekend.  When I got home I just got on WoW (World of Warcraft) again. I play that a lot. . . more than I should hah.